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> Friday, April 29, 2005
8:46 PM

i m goin crazy..cant take it anymoree..stoopid maths..my head wanna explode le leh..i jus wanna stop tinkin..no moree numbers pls..all da t'chers r rushin..flyin thru everytin..den we r soo behind in sci..haiz how r we gonna finish 2 chapters wen da exams r jus nxt week??geog we barely had tym 4 revision..sci we r totalli behind lorr..lit..missin things here n dere..maths sucks..haizz i m so damn stressed out rite noww..den da stoopid sch is nott helpin..pls lorr havin sports heat wen exam is nxt week den sumore ask us 2 sell wad carnival tickets..so despo 4 money mann..den say wad we r not forcin u all 2 sell dis tickets wen in fact u r..cos if cant sell finish we hav 2 buy all..dat's not call forcin ahh??stoopid sch..owaes askin 4 money..we r relli donatin alot le lorr..wad more u wan us 2 do??go 2 da streets n beg isit..

aniwaes ytd had a relli agressive game of netball..smooched da ball..eek so digustin..den cheeying fell..haiz den 2dae got sports heat..da stoopid t'cher force us all 2 join wen actualli it's optional de lorr..didn't wanna go budden scared will kana detention..den sumore haven hand up da $20 2 phyllis..cant seem 2 find her in sch..cos she upper sec den i lower sec so we v seldom meet..haiz den v fan lorr cos dunno hu 2 giv da money 2..haiz den in da end wen..dunno how 2 throw javelin..go dere n learn den throw..den i v dumb..cant throw..caca so damn pro..haiz den tried 3 tyms budden nv hit da ground..den da las tym it hit my head sumore worr..haiz..came bac 2 sch..still got tym b4 da maths remedial so wen2 lib 2 do maths..haha kept foolin about with jan,theo,caca,rach n adeline lorr..we r soo damn lame..wen up 2 class..did maths..v fustrated cos alot dunno how 2 do..haiz..den wen home bout 6 plus..

haizz i m jus so physically n metally exhausted man..dun wanna study anymore but mus..it's lyk dere's so much things 2 learn n at da v las min u t'chers r crammin everytin into our brains..i dunno about others but my brain space is limited..i cant absorb anymore things..n wad's worse..datt ximen gong gong is holdin xtra lessons on exam daes cos he cant finish sci..wah lau after exam we all v tired le lorr..sumore hav 2 go 4 sci lessons..u slow mahh dat's y can't teach finish den now wanna teach everytin in a short tym..haizz i jus wanna find a place 2 hide..get away fr dis stoopid place..sumwhere u call sch..

just GO AWAY ;

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> Wednesday, April 27, 2005
9:24 PM

o yarr..i wan a girl junior!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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9:05 PM

ooo da weather is so hot..sweated lyk mad..haha k bout 2dae..art..2 t'chers came by say wad noisy..haha it's been a long tym since we had visits fr t'chers sayin we noisy..den chapel..got scolded by wee wee den hav 2 meet him after sch..bleahs..den got dis sec1 guy fat fat 1..k i dun mean 2 b offensive but ya..haha he sat nxt 2 theo in chapel den i was lyk laffin non-stop..but i oso dunno y i laff..haha k den after sch had maths remedial..haha kinda fun cos ms chong was lyk so cutee..givin those cutee 'how ah?'looks..

den after dat wen 2 library cos promise aiai 2 fnd her dere..haha tok den da joseph k-po cum n join us..wen down n da pizza arrived le..den ate lyk 1 slice of dunno wad kind of pizza n a chicky wing..haha chicken..janelle...she's gonna kill me..den i n wanzhen aiai decided 2 go n dedicate a song..wen 2 zion zone n ask mitchell 2 play anytin n dedicate it 2 da band members..hahaha we r soo nicee rite..den wanted 2 practise budden decided not 2 cos no tym le..haiz den saw cathi wif a birdie..haha dey say it's injured..so damn kawaii..den wen home n cathi was holdin da bird wen it flew out of da cloth..haha den kandace tried 2 catch it budden it flew 2 da tree..den we all tried 2 catch it..kandace,cathi,aiai n me..den da birdie jus flew out 2 da road n cars were lyk zoomin by..we were screamin lyk siao cos it was so close 2 bein hit by a car..n i didn't wanna c birdie hit n run accident..argghh i was so damn scared lorr..den it's lyk da bird was on da road n cars were movin over it..so damn freaky den da bird oso soo stoopid go n fly 2 da road..n kandace was lyk'tok bout bird brain'..haha in da end it flew 2 da grass dere n we were lyk ok la nvm cos da more we try 2 catch it da more it will fly away..haha den wen up 2 yck mrt n yenfenn n rebecca said dey could hear us screamnin lorr..haha den wen home..hehe haiz exams r nxt week le..mus cut down n usin da com..

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> Tuesday, April 26, 2005
9:13 PM

jan made her apology 2 those ppl..dat's it..dun wanna tok bout it le..end of story, learn fr cheeying..bleahs da moree i tok da moree all those %*#%@$#*&#@ things might cum out..k nutin much actualli cept 2dae kept screamin non-stop..saw a moth..scream..lingli squash my finger..scream..haizz..manage 2 finish my dnt toy..soo suckish lorr..haiz den blahs borinn lessons as usual..

den dat stoopid ximen gong gong sci lesson..bleahs he too stoopid jus blindly copy da ans fr eugene da paper..den turns out all wrong..caca mummi say y he soo stoopid..ownself dunno..usualli she liddat say he nv hear 1 budden 2dae..yesh he heard..ask her 2 stand up..after class meet him..haizz..damn asshole..it's true he's dumb..den caca had 2 write wad reflection thingy..wen home wif jan..de found out guzheng got silver..mus thank da band rm..got silver de 'qi'..haha budden yvonne said dat her seniors cried cos dey wanted a gold..haiyo guzheng 1st tym syf can get silver oreadi veri pro liao..us las tym band lehh..get c.o.p,shldn't we hav jump down da fr da building..aniwaes now we got silver le..haha 2mrw got celebration..pizza in canteen...haiz..got lots of things 2 sayy budden yesh can't say it here..haizz too personal..haizz..

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> Monday, April 25, 2005
9:33 PM

exams r cumin le n wad m i doin here??
lookin 4 blogkskins..
haizz i dun wanna fail..
i relli dun wanna go any other class cept 4 triple sci..
life sucks..
bleahs..y m i soo invisible..
can sum1 pls c dat i m here..
dat i exist..
stayed bac s'pose 2 study..
nv study but tok bout band da whole tym..
tok about hu will hav wad post..
every1 lyk got sum superr leaderly post..
cept me..
haha da mos i will b is sl..
stoopitly pathetic..
so mani ppl wanna join band..
stoopit..
it's lyk band suddenly da mos popular cca..
haiz..dunno wad 2 write le..

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> Saturday, April 23, 2005
9:32 PM

haha 2dae band prac veri short den i nv play at all cept at da end wen every1 played all i ask of u..whole tym i was sittin dere lookin kuku..den my playin without warm ups sux..eek zhao sia lyk shit..wen 2 causeway point 2 watch swing gals..nicee cept 4 da part where da guy vomited into da euph..soo eeeee..datt poor euph..haha den damn farni oso..

after da movie ermm got commotion..shirmain da file fell down 2 da 1st floor or sumtin den da whole band was lyk lookin down as if sum1 had jus jumped down..haha..so walked round wif cathi n wanzhen aiai..hmm feel veri xtra lorr cos dey lyk clarinets de mah..hmm den cathi's brother came n we parted..den walked around wif my aiai..tok tok bout usual stuff..den kip meetin debbie foo n her frens..haha ermm kinda boorrinn..den saw jan n she said wanna take neoz..den came up she said dun wan cos no money le..den wen down 2 where debbie,wenqi n jolene n da rest were..i feel lyk superr xtra standin dere cos lyk no1 tok 2 me..hmm den wen away..sian walked again n aiai kip 'electrocutin' me..so painful..found out dat my aiai so totful..planned sumtin 4 her sec4 seniors..can't say cos it's surprise..haha budden if i were her seniors i sure veri veri touched 1..bought ice-cream fr kfc..eeky mans.. os too lazy 2 walk down 2 mac's den wen 2 da library..kept laffin..haha..den after dat wen home..

hmmm been feelin relli xtra in band nowadaes..it's lyk every1 has deir own stick on buddy n i dun hav..hmmm so lonely..

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> Friday, April 22, 2005
9:09 PM

sians~2dae wen 4 pond study den dat ximen gong gong dun allow us 2 wear class tee lorr..dumb dumb..aniwaes go sci center den watch sum superr borin video n den wen down 2 da pond 2 catch our animals n plants..haha den da at staircase dere got lyk veri unusual pics n got 1 is full of music notes de..haha nicee..nv relli did much la cept take pics den we caught lyk 3 dragonflies thx 2 joseph i tink..pretty scared of da dragonflies..wen up n we did put those i insects we caught under da microscope n it was soo interestin n digustin..got mac n ate it on da bus on da way bac..

wen 4 band..den jonathan came early den lyk dunno wad 2 do wif him so ask him 2 set his euph budden dey say sec1s not allowed 2 set instrus 1st..weird so aniwaes played all i ask of u..can play mos of it le..damn happi..haiz im liddat 1 la..once u lemme listen 2 da song den i will sorta get da idea ..yay so happi den finalli da sec1s can set instrus..wen out 2 hav sectionals den wenqi said dat jonathan da mouthpiece missin n so is da spare 1..den he no mouthpiece..den later he got 1 fr da trombones budden too small..haha aniwaes he took wenqi de la den i pretty much ermm ya did my own stuff while wenqi teach him..so sian mans..kip playin all i ask of u n howl's movin castle dat piece..

den teach jonathan abit n i didn't noe dat teachin a junior is so damn hard mans..1stly told him 2 blow b flat scale..ermm his articulation not veri good den it sounded veri forced..his sound..lyk da sound stuck inside da euph can't cum out..ermm wad m i tokin??well it sounded liddat la..den c is okie d ermm he sumtyms lyk go damn high den go damn low..haha so farni de den hav 2 kip playin 4 him..so xing ku mans..haizz den giv up n let wenqi teach him..she teach den he can play..hmm weird..mayb i teach him sumtin wrong or wads..aniwaes so boredd den played free world fantasy..abit den bac 2 da stoopit all i ask of u..haiz so sian i started 2 play abit of cc n s'pore rhap..haha miss those pieces..den hav 2 return my free world fantasy score cos it's original de..haizz sadd..2dae no tym 2 fotocopy..hmm..den teach jonathan again..abit..den it's lyk i oso dunno wad 2 teach cos it's lyk i noe wad is wrong budden i dunno how 2 correct him..haizz..i m such a stoopit senior..den da ah tan came n ask y jonathan alone..actualli he not alone la..i was b'side him den wenqi told him 2 practise..haiz den ah tan was lyk sayin hu s'pose 2 teach him den i was lyk dun wanna get myself or wenqi into trouble so i lyk dunno wad 2 say lorr..den he say wad can't leave him alone n mus sit wif him n play 2gether..haizz ok la mayb i neglected jonathan abit..

den after dat wen bac 2 band rm..welcum sec1s den wen it came 2 jonathan i n wenqi screamed..haha not soo loud la..den ah tan say sumtin bout important ppl he wanna acknowledge..blahs..tuba sect all den wen it came 2 euphs..haha say wad phyllis not here den say wad ermm wanna introduce wenqi..budden he nv say me lorr..guess i m not so important after all..true la da euph sect without me still can function de..haha i veri xtra..den ah tan say gonna let sum ppl lyk learn 2 instrus..haha den lyk if me ah..sure go tuba de..euph is bigg enuf thnakew veri much..den wenqi say mayb i will go trombone..budden my hand nott long enuf..bleahs..aniwaes dun tink i will b selected la..haha den realise dat jolene's junior look alot lyk her..both tall n so thin den sumore tan de..deir hairstyle oso lyk similar de..haha can imagine her playin lyk jolene..after band wen home wif jan n justina..tok about dat sum1..hatee herr man..wen i get my pumpin rights..i gonna pump her 1st..jan n jus oso dun lyk her..eeks..tewpit person..

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> Thursday, April 21, 2005
9:22 PM

placed dat all i ask of u song here..haha wich reminds me of da high high a..haizz can't resist da temptation 2 use da comp..haizz eventhough still got 2 do lit essay..lit sucks..

haha joined hpt ytd budden dunno will get in nots..haha tink is kinda fun den wanna b more enthu so jus join lorr..2dae had p.e den we played netball n i played lyk shit..den jan n adeline so pro de..kip shootin goals haha den wen 2 get milo..da stoopid machine ran out of milo powder den gimme plain stoopid weird tastin water..i got cheated..2nd tym le..dat machine sucks..

den got geog test..fail le mans..nv study da 1st few chapters den lyk dey ask wad is strategic resource n i said it's sum resource dat requires strategies..haha soo idiot ans..aniwaes den got eng n ms low was lyk crappin alot as usual den suddenly she walked 2 me n said how cum i c a blue band..n i tot she was gonna confiscate so i say it's a keychain n i dun wear it but hang at my bag..den u noe wad she said:i saw 1 guy fr 4a oso got..den i was lyk so u tink i stole it fr him??den she actualli said yes lehh..stoopid dis blue band is not da onli 1 in da entire stoopid world..ani1 can hav da same band..haizz..dumbo..

den after da chi thingy saw jonathon in taekwando uniform..haha den said hi den told caca dat we mus treat our juniors well if not dey will break our necks..haha..caca zhu niao oso in taekwando..2mrw got band 4 juniors..plan 2 go..den got pond study 2mrw oso..dunno how we gonna get digi cam..

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> Wednesday, April 20, 2005
8:51 PM

lurve is in da air..so mani couples around mee..jealous??nahh..aniwaes freeworld fantasy is stuck in my head..haiz it's jus so damn nicee..

aniwaes 2dae my grp hav 2 present da thingy on tsunami den niithiya sick so wen home n we were short of 1 member..haiz den yups..tok n crap alot..especialli my turn cos i didn't wanna read fr da slides so lyk impromtu tok..den said sumtin bout da bus bein washed into da sea den rust will grow on it..den irvin was lyk bus??!?!he go n xiang wai wai..stoopid aniwaes so after da presentation we were flooded me lots n tons of comments..den da irvin kip suanin me..say he dun understand my iron rustin theory..den it's lyk da whole class against us lorr..say wad irrelevant points den say we were chantin n dey dun understand..so i argued den da ximen gong gong dun even wanna listen 2 my explanations den he cut me off..say wad let theo speak..stoopid..i noe laa he wanna listen 2 chio bu tok..den i not chio mahhs...

after sch had band den at 1st dunno whether mus set instrus not budden i jus set aniwaes cos i wanna play freeworld fantasy..haha den search 4 da score in phyllis de file den started 2 play den jan oso joined in n play freeworld den pretty soon mos ppl were playin freeworld..haha it rox man..budden i onli noe abit onli cos my sidereadin sux..eeks..den denise ask hu wan da score den i raise up my hand..she gave me da original score..den later jasmine say we not allowed 2 play other scores onli can do warm-ups..so saddd..i lyk freeworld..ah tan came den got 2 new scores..1 is ermm sumtin 2 do wif phantom of da opera de den other 1 is howl's moving castle da song..

saw da phantom of da opera de score n i nearly died on da spot cos da notes r soooooo high..arghh..super high a..how m i gonna pitch dat wen i can't even play my high f properly??sucks sucks den wen out 2 hav sectionals..hmm didn't noe how it sound lyk..try 2 sideread budden ermm ya i suck at datt..try 2 play high high a..can't..actualli can abit onli den it sounded soo strained..phyllis oso got prob playin dat so dun say me la..listen 2 phyllis n wenqi clapped da rhythmn..still dun geddit..haiz..den wanted so badly 2 play freeworld..da score was infront of mee onli..haizz..so after dat wen bac 2 band rm..wen thru da phantom thingy..wad's it called..sumtin bout all i ask yoo..i got lost..nv play at all..so stoopid..den ah tan go n write da sing da lyrics n he let us listen 2 da song..sorta got da idea..haha den 2nd tym got play..budden i still suck..den wen thru da howl's movin castle dat 1..okie la budden kip gettin lost..haizz..

miss da daes of cc n s'pore rhap..those pieces r soo easy compared 2 dis..haiz den ah tan say got more harder 1s cumin in..haizz..den he said dat he not gonna let da sec1s join us till nxt yr..wun get 2 c da juniors..so sadd lorr..dat means we wun get 2 noe dem till lyk nxt yr..stoopid..haizz den dis fri got band 4 sec1s n new band members..wanna go n practise da new scores..haiz..mus buck up cos i m 1 of da veri lan band members..wanna get promoted n get my pumping rights..haha i soo evil wanna pump ppl..not my junior la..sum1 else..hehehe

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> Saturday, April 16, 2005
10:10 PM

pissed..
body is achin lyk mad..
leg full of bruises..
sunburn hurts too..feels lyk my face is burnin..
nv brin home geog bk..test on mon..
tot is on thurs..
haiz thinkin of buyin anoder geog bk..
4 1 test isit worth it??

gd frens r s'pose 2 tell u everytin..
but dey dun..dey keep secrets behind ur back..
u wonder y u r not told??
u hear da constant whisperin behind u..
pissed..

just GO AWAY ;

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> Friday, April 15, 2005
9:03 PM

hahaha my nose soo red..lyk rudolf da red nose reindeer..cos under da sun 4 too long le..

so 2dae had jogathon..wen 2 sch den veri late den leave..on da bus tok bout senior issues den i was feelin sick..motion sickness..haha later nv jog at all..pretty walked..actualli i was walkin at a damn slow pace..finished den dey did crap..no mood cos we were under da hot sun..after jogathon stayed bac 2 play in da sea wif jan,jos,theo but rachel didn't wanna get wet..got poured by jos den splashed by jan..haha whole body wet den onli hav class tee in my bag budden dun care..sat in da sea den da waves were lyk huge n after dat we had sand in our pants..even undies..den met jiahuan n denise..den jan,jiahuan n i both screamed bout band gettin silver..can't b'liv i still hav da voice 2 scream..haha we r mad ppl..saw 2i ppl crackin coconuts n eatin dem..eew lyk on survivor liddat..den tried abit budden spat it out..gross tastin..after dat wen 2 rinse..was so wet cos i dun hav towel den we were all wet..haha den we wen 2 mac 2 eat..eat finish liao den we decided 2 rent bikes..can't cycle budden theo say dat we rent da 2 person 1 den she ride wif me..haha in da end tried da 2 ppl 1 den found it hard 2 balance cos theo oso hav prob balancin herself..da guy asked me 2 rent da 4 wheel n i wa slyk so paiseh so say dun wan..nv rent lorr den dey go cyclin without me..haiz saw jiahuan n ask her 2 teach me how 2 ride budden after holdin da bike 4 me she veri tired liao so we rest..sian den she had 2 leave so i alone..called theo den she nv ans..so decided 2 call monica..she came den we walked 2 her johnie ppl place..can c i veri xtra n it's lyk i had 2 ruin her dae wif her johnie ppl cos she had 2 pei me..haiz den she called jan n dey all came bac..

den rachel n theo decide 2 teach me how 2 cycle n yesh i was so scared i will fall so dey kept holdin me budden rachel say mus lemme ride on my on so i tried..fall alot of tyms..not relli fall on da ground la..den kip headin 4 da canal..knoc lyk 3 tyms!!!den finall i could ride le..decided 2 lift my feet off da ground n at 1st i was lyk leanin 2 da left so much budden i leaned 2 my right n i didn't fall...yay!!!!so happi budden i was relli a reckless cyclist..i can't cycle straight de..i cycled in da zigzag line..den kip goin 2 da grass cos i dunno how 2 brake den got 1 tym nearly collided wif sum1..saw lynn,yongshan n siewhui..lynn oso dunno how 2 cycle budden she learned 2dae den yongshan still can't..told her 2 jia you..a few tyms nearly collided wif lynn n i was lyk screamin n shriekin..haha cos i couldn't put my legs down in tym den finalli i realised wad da brakes were 4..haha -_-"i lurv cyclin although wen i c ppl goin so fast i kinda scared dey will knoc into me..i feel so proud mans..wanna thank my shifus rach n theo 4 all ur patience n 4 holdin me..haha yay i can cycle le..although veri unstable..

after dat took 13 bac n wen i was runnin my stoopidly big shoe came off n i was lyk reaction so slow..run a few steps den go bac 2 retrieve my shoe..den got dis grp of boys laffin bout it in da bus..haizz so paisehh mans..got off at boonkeng den took mrt home..haha den jus realised dat i m so tan le..eekk my skin not fairr lerr..haha den my face is lyk so damn red..sunburn..den dey jan n theo called me rudolf da rednose reindeer..cos my nose especially red..haha..

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> Thursday, April 14, 2005
8:37 PM

yay!!!!we got silver mans!!!woohoo so damn happi mans...

kae ytd..
wen 2 sch dunno y budden didn't feel nervous or wat..it was almos normal..den yesh our class da gals scream cos of sum insect..squished by niithiya n she was arrested cos of killin it..haha k bac 2 wat i wanna say..left class after art..lots of jia yous fr ppl..wen down den alot of ppl chg le so i rushed 2 wear my leggins n den dunno how 2 bun hair so evelyn help me bun..haiz warm up abit..den wen 4 lunch n we were forced 2 drink milk..den pastor wee prayed 4 us n we were off le..n dat was wen i begin 2 lyk feel jing zhang..haiz no1 sat wif me..so sadd budden atleast got my euph pei me..

so fast reached dere n i was lyk super nervous le wor..da moment i enter can hear da other bands playin s'pore rhap so loud n i was super duper scared..wanted 2 go toilet budden so crowded so i ren..tapped 2 s'pore rhap..blew air into my freezin euph..haiz sooo nervous..den saw lots of band de uniform..farni farni 1..den wen 2 tunin room 2 tune n dat was da tym i was damn damn scared le..it's lyk my hands were sweatin lyk siao lorr..den so fast hav 2 go up n wait 4 our turn..other bands soo big den played till lyk so pro..i was lyk so jing zhang..den emptied saliva on da floor dere..i noe veri eee rite..blew air again..den kept askin how m i s'pose 2 go in dat kinda thing cos i da 1st euph 2 go in..den phyllis said my face was green le..haiz den is our turn le..walked in..rmb wad adeline said mus b confident..tried 2 smile..hehe den wen up da platform..open file n da stoopidest thing happened..da plastic covered my score lorr..can't c properly..lucky got memo liao..haiz so nervous lorr budden kept starin at da ah tan..den slowly i lyk lost in da song le..den i got too lost..4got bout bar 70 sumtin in s'pore rhap den by d tym i look down at da score..it was over le..felt relli relli sad budden still mus continue..cc..played ok la budden it was not our best..haiz but i was quite satisfied cos i could play bar 38 n 108..woohoo budden still got zhao sia n we didn't play relli well..so overall was not veri happy..haizz sadd..wanna cryy cos i nv play properly n i dui bu qi da band..my sect..

wen up da bus den had 2 juggle wif 2 euph..debbie's n mine..veri sadd budden i ren..mus not cry although my eyes were filled wif tears liao..den phyllis turned around n told me not 2 cry n wen she said dat i cried..jus cried lorr n she started consolin me..lyk say i still got anoder chance..haiz den da john n joel were foolin about n dey said sumtin farni bout samuel about him ridin da bicycle till his muscles explode..haha den i started laffin n phyllis was lyk anouncin 2 da whole band i laffed..after i continued cryin again..reached sch den stop cos didn't want ppl 2 noe how badly we did..kept instrus den took mrt 2 SCH..haha den durin da journey dere i was okie liao abit hyper i fact..reached dere got lots of bands..den still can hear s'pore bein played..waited den wen up..stoopit i was so nervous again..grabbed cathi n irene's hand..band no.75..n i n cathi was lyk eh how cum so fast..den slowly 76,77,78,79 n band no. 80 presbyterian high school..shhhhhhhhhh..so irritated..i was squeezin cathi'a hand lyk siao..was prepared 2 hear c.o.p n i was lyk thinkin wad do we do ah wen we noe we r cop..run out ah??n den dey announce..SILVER!!!!we got silver..yay n i screamed relli screamed..haha cos so happi n i cried too..abit onli larhs..hahaha nv expected it mans..wen out n we wen madd..hugged each other..cheered..took fotos..haha so happi..

after dat wen 2 j8 wif gladys,wanxian,joseph n my aiai wanzhen..ate at kfc den saw lots of other band ppl..after dat wen 2 take neoz..haha den got 1 joseph relli look lyk frankenstein..creepy..wen home after dat..

k 2dae..haha durin assembly..choy came n announced dat da wine course ppl won silver n i screamed..hahaha happi 4 my mummi caca mahh..every1 is winnin silver..haha so happi..played netball wif our class da gals durin p.e..den after sch got da stoopit chi thingy..eekk den i made my aiai wanzhen mad cos s'pose 2 write a poem de budden we dunno wad 2 write den my aiai tried 2 giv ideas budden every1 was oso tokin at da same tym den i so angry so i shouted shut up n my aiai was madd..srry aiai..i dun mean 2 shout shut up at u de..in fact i was directin 2 every1..srry kaes dun b mad
le..haiz den after dat wen 4 da economics course..sian was slpin thru da whole thing..nv listen 2 mr chin tok..haiz 2mrw sumore got jogathon..sians..

yay we r a silver band!!!! n nxt tym wen it's da sec2 batch..we will win gold wif honours de..yay!!!band rox!!!

just GO AWAY ;

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> Tuesday, April 12, 2005
9:18 PM

nobody noes wad i m goin thru rite noww..

haizz 2dae debbie da b'dae budden nv got her anytin..feel so bad..decided 2 get her a belated prezzie..had band 2dae n it was horrigible mans..datt stoopit ah tan lorr..kip sayin our attitude sucks..den say wad we r gonna get c.o.p n if we win silver he's gonna leave us cos he tink we dun deserve silver..sucker la himm..las week say we will get silver den dis week say wad we shld b happi dat we r allowed 2 play in syf le..farker..dun wanna teach us den dun teach la..go n sit in ur stoopit office n shake leg la..syf is 2mrw leh n he's discouragin every1 noww..say wad we r nutin n it's all reality..if we r nutin den wad is he???i tell u we r gonna win sumtin n hav him leave..yay..mus jia you ppl..

stayed bac after band cos ya feel i nid alot more practice...2dae my playin sucks man..i can't lyk play da high f so nice le den sumtyms can't even pitch lorr..how did i did it da las tym i oso dunno..sucks la..den debbie cried..dunno y..feel sad..tink is i make her angry or sumtin..haizz it's her b'dae lehs den i ask her 2 go n write notes on da original score..y i so stoopit??haizz..den tried 2 catch up wif her after dat wen go home da tym budden she disppeared..haizz so sadd every1 is cryin nowadaes..i oso wan cry le..

mos ppl tink syf is sum stoopit competition 4 bands..u go dere play ur piece den leave liao as simple as datt..it's nott kae..it's not..u dunno how much work we hav put in..or atleast i noe i hav worked veri hard..haiz it seems lyk it was onli ytd i was sum stoopit junior learnin cc da score..tym passes so quickly mans..

aniwaes happi b'dae 2 debbie foo!!!do b sad le kaes..cheer up..we can do it de..sry if i make uu angry or wads..2mrw is syf le..nid i say moree??

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> Monday, April 11, 2005
9:08 PM

stoopid upset rite now cos stiil haven get debbie a prezzie yet..dunno wad 2 get her den if i dun get her anytin i will feel guilty..haizz..

2dae got bac maths test..veri heng i passed budden still not happy den after dat had sci test..stoopid..tym so short..got sum ques got no tym 2 do den i anihow scribble..haizz fail liao le..

after sch had band..polish instru den phyllis told me 2 take out my new polish cloth n it was cut into 4 2 share mah..use awhile onli da thing turned black..freaky..didn't noe my euph so damn dirrty..took out my slides n found dat it was damn eeky..las tym n go n grease properly den now got stoopit grennish permanent stains..my dear euph 'wo dui bu qi ni'..heartpain sia..den mr tan came so wen out 2 polish..stoopit da more i polish da dirrtier it is..jan help abit den i dun wanna polish liao..phyllis was sick..den she asked me 2 help her polish her euph n mus b as shiny as mine which was abit impossible la..n she wen home..haiz i so gd help her..wipe n wipe still nv shine..damn pissed..in da end turns out dat her euph was checked oreadi by yiyang so help her keep den wen 2 northpoint wif jan n jiahuan..

sian walked all around n found nutin suitable 4 debbie..wanted 2 get her soft toy budden is 18++, i dunno hav more den 15 lorr..den da keychains looked too stoopit..tot of weird things 2 get her..shampoo..haha..den necklace budden dun tink she wear necklac de..a tigger budden no money..den a mars bar..n in da end jan say get her a cake..budden she did da same 4 me lehh..haizz headache..actualli debbie hoon got say sumtin bout buyin a prez de budden i can't go wif dem mahh..i promised 2 pei jan..haizz..sian mans..haiz wad 2 get debbie????

syf onli 2 daes away..stoopit..scaredd..veri veri jing zhang..hope phyllis will recover if not( choy!!)..i die liao..no1 2 cover my zhao sia-in..

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> Saturday, April 09, 2005
8:24 PM

2dae had band den i decided not 2 wear class tee cos i hav been wearin it lyk 2 tyms straight so wore p.e lorr..wen in n dunno isit every1 planned it budden dey all lyk wearin sch u,band tee or class tee..no1 wore p.e shirt de..feel so xtra mans..set instru den mr tan came in budden sum ppl were tokin non-stop n he said 2 kip da instru n go home..so we kept our instrus but nv go home lar..he gave us sum things 2 take down n he kip sayin i veri sharp..feel so paiseh cos everytym i out of tune de..listen 2 our recordin ytd n den beginnin got da timpani sound n den dunno y i found it so farni..den cos of 'technical probs' we kept replayin n i kept laffin n laffin..siao liao haha..

after dat set up outside n dunno y i n debbie's euph kip knockin into each other.damn scared my instru got scratches man..feel sad lorr..den we pretend it was da real thing as in syf..wen 2 band rm 2 tune..came out had 2 wait..den mr tan say allow us 2 bring tuner budden mus kip in pocket..den we say da gals no pocket so he say mus depend on da guys..euph sect no guys..den joel go n say trombone got lyk 3 guys loudly as if 2 irritate us den phyllis said sumtin about stuffin da tuners in our bra..hahahahaha den joel was lyk eee square square de..hahahaha so farni mans..walked into da canteen den start playin..1st tym not so gd den 2nd tym i was relli happi cos i can play both songs nicely..onli a little bit zhao sia at 108..dunno y 2dae found it easy 2 pitch da high notes..mayb cos i relac my lips so damn much..i nv squeeze 2dae onli use air..yay n da bar 38 i did it..woohoo it was so nice..i nv rush..yay if i could play liddat in syf..after dat kept instrus n listen 2 our playin..we sounded damn nice..n i lyk kokwey da piccolo part..so nicee..mr tan said dat if we play liddat we will get silver..budden i noe dat syf dat dae i sure veri nervous de..i hope i can play..can't stay bac 2 practise budden i wanted to but we can't overstrain ourselves..

after band wen 2 j8 wif wanzhen..hehe den walked around..tok bout our seniors..mostly band stuff de la..met kokwey,yiyang,shirmain,stella lim n seet..haha den we were lyk were lyk walkin in rounds cos too engrossed in our conversation le..saw lots of band members fr other schools wif their intrus..den wanzhen feel bad cos she nv bring home her clarinet..i oso feel bad la nv brin bac my euph..haiz after walkin lyk dunno how mani tyms we decided 2 get a colour band..den i chose da word 'believe' cos i b'live we will get silver de!!!so we bought da same band..haha after we wen home le..

wen home n dunno 4 wad reason i cried jus now..haiz mayb too stressed bout syf le..haiz onli got 4 more daes left..mondae we go dere n polish instru..tuesdae jus 2 practice awhile..haiz damn scared mans..dun wanna freak out lyk las tym my 1st performance..actualli it was onli a rehearsal budden i nv play cos scared i will zhao sia..haiz pls dun let dat happen on syf dae..

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> Friday, April 08, 2005
7:51 PM

Sumtin relli stoopit happen..wad I blog is all gone...idiot..blogger sucks..k I m gonna start again le..veri sad now..

2dae is my mos un4gettable b'dae ever..i swear I will nv 4get in 4 da rest of my life..

die ah I 4get wad I type le...stoopit..relli fustrated..so 2dae kinda pissed cos of lit n I dunno wad mr white was tokin bout lor..den wen 2 chg durin recess...den head down 2 band rm..my face was lyk total buay song lorr..cos I hav so mani things 2 carry den I can't find huiru 2 get da hairnet n I hav prob tuckin in my shirt lor..den practice abit..can't pitch high f..stoopit lor ytd can pitch den 2dae can't...so after dat wen up to hall...played grand march den sch song..played quite ok la..budden sumtyms I jus drifted off..cc dat tym bar 38..my hands were sweatin lyk siao cos veri nervous..played n I totalli blew it up..wen too fast..stoopit..den bar 108 can't pitch..after dat wen down 2 band rm..dimissed 4 lunch..dun feel lyk eatin cos I played so badly den kinda depressed..wanted 2 cry mans..debbie came n said phyllis wanted 2 meet me...
me:4 wad??
debbie:tink is bout da performance..jus now u play veri bad..
After hearin dat I wen into total depression..den debbie say bout phyllis las tym pump dem 5 4 every mistake dey make n dey pump lyk 100..tot phyllis was gonna pumped me den veri scared..wen wif debbie 2 find phyllis n she got dat expressionless look..u noe lyk veri worried..wen dere den wenqi started sayin dat I play veri lan..kip zhao-sia-in..den she tried 2 lyk scold me or sumtin budden I laff cos c her face veri farni den she lyk said u play so bad liao sumore dare 2 laff..den i accidentally step down from da step n wenqi was lyk ahya she c liao la..n I was lyk askin wad lor..den she continue 2 say dat I veri lan budden got 1 burnt smell in da air..den phyllis say dat can smell da candle burnin liao le..turns out dey bought me a cake..my seniors,gladys,stella lim,joseph,minghui,huiying n janelle!!!(hope I nv left out anibody...haha debbie use phyllis 2 scare me 1st..haha..was relli relli touched lorr..tot dey dun bother..thnakew so much..i lurv u guys n I lurv my sect!!!u guys r shooo shweet..so dey sang happi b'dae n den took sum fotos..

After dat wen bac to band rm..practice n I could play bar 38 le...so happi..1st tym I was in tym with my sect..budden bar 108 still can't pitch..wen 2 5c 2 watch our recordin..den listen 2 our latest recordin..tink we played not bad leh..after band..we were told 2 form 3 rows outside..was tinkin die ah pumpin on my b'dae..budden kokwey,jasmine n yiyang nv pumped..dey tok..tokin turn 2 scoldin den scoldin turned into arguments..haiz..lots of things goin on..i nv seen kokwey so worked up b4..it's hard 2 b a leader I jus realize..mayb I dun wanna b'cum a leader le..if I ever do den everydae I will probably hav breakdowns..so after dimissal, packed my things n wen out of band rm..den realized dat left my shoe bag inside..wen in n saw jan cryin..mayb it's fated dat I will go bac into da band rm..consoled her..budden relli dunno wad else 2 say le..lots of ppl cry oso dunno y..sat dere n den after dey calm down abit..kokwey n jas say wanna sing b'dae song 4 me..den wenqi,Jolene,stella seet n sumore ppl sang b'dae song 4 me cryin..so sadd mans..almos cried myself..den jas said dat she srry dat she scolded every1 on my b'dae..den she said nxt yr will b beta la..so after awhile sum ppl start 2 lyk leave den I oso leave..met yongshan,jiahuan n huiying at mrt station outside..tok 2 dem n dey were eatin ice-cream..den da ice-cream guy overheard it's my b'dae den he gimme free ice-cream..so nicee...

K wanna say thx 2 dis ppl:
-monica(my mummi) n theo(my daughter)4 da dolphin necklace
-wanzhen( my aiai) n joan 4 da bear so nice 2 hug...hehe n I lyk da music card...so kookoo..
-josephine 4 da hp pouch
-rachel 4 da bookmarks
-gladys 4 da chocs
-wanxian 4 da sweets
-n las but not least my sect n all all those hu bought me da cake..thx a lot man..i m so touched..i lurv u all!!!!!

K la jus wanna say dat phs symphonic band will win silver de!!!we can do it!!!mus jia you k every1!!!5 more daes 2 syf...

just GO AWAY ;

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> Thursday, April 07, 2005
9:05 PM

eek my blogskin da foto bandwidth exceeded or sumtin den now can't c da foto..nvms..2dae was so siann..p.e..siann..den had chi test..i fail liao la..no moree a1 le..dun tok about it...recess..found out nv brin sci budden so heng 2dae do practical..haha in da sci lab nv pay attention..dunno wad 2 do n i n monica were lyk blur blur de partly cos we sit at de back lar..haha aniwaes blogskin lags..can't c any skins..stoopid..

wen 4 band 2dae cos da rm was open..haha nv brin file so took phyllis de den i realise dat i play relli well wif her file lorr..it's lyk i can play da bar 38 of cc n wenqi say my high f was nice..imagine i can play high f n it sounded nice??!?haha phyllis file got sum kind of special power..haha so i nid her file 4 syf!!!!wenqi tok 2 me sumtin bout bein da sect leader in future n me havin all da solos..she say i mus lead n i can't owaes follow behind de..told her dat jonathan might overtake me n she said wun de budden still worried..haizz..den combined cc wif sum ppl hu came n den wen it came 2 phyllis dat part rite..i wanted 2 play de budden nv..haiz guess i feel it's not rite la..dunno y but i dun hav confidence in myself 2 b da leader..did my calculations n ya if no1 buys anymore euph..dere will b onli lyk 3 euphs..sadd..wif me MAYB as sect leader..den mus work xtra hard lorr cos 3 ppl kinda soft..

wen 2 northpoint wif jan after band..she wanted 2 buy a card 4 jieyi cos she accidentally knocked her head wif da door den jieyi's head was swollen..nutin much..den wen home..2mrw got performance..budden we r not performin 4 da whole sch..probably onli 1/4 cos da rest go n watch volleyball match..sadd..so little ppl watch us play..tink i bringin da band u 2 sch bah..cos if not hav 2 go sch wif da shirt tucked in..so ewww

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> Monday, April 04, 2005
8:55 PM

stuupid..i can't c my own blog..cos i nv install da dunno wad activex control thingy..arghh..it's stuupid..den try 2 install budden da com hang..sucks man..den 2mrw got maths test n guess wad i nv brin my maths bk home..i m so stuupid..haiz die ah if dis tym fail again i gonna die liaos..jus pray 2mrw i will rmb wad t'cher taught..haiz..

syf cumin nearer liaos..super jing zhang cos i noe i will zhao sia de den da whole band will blame me cos i will make dem lose mani marks..haiz..den liddat our hopes of winnin sumtin is gone liao lors..thx 2 me..da stuupid euph gal hu zhao sia..i suck i suck i suck..sumtyms i wonder if i m s'pose 2 play da euph nots..haiz mah b'dae cumin liaos...den on dat dae got performance..hav 2 wear band u budden no vest..stuupid cos ppl will noe i nv tuck in so definitely mus tuck in le..eek i will look lyk soo fatttt...haizzzzzzz..stuupid com dunno isit kana virus..actin kinda farni nehs..arghhs..2dae in class super hyper kept lamin about den ya disturb rach n jan hu were doin hw behind..haiz paiseh ahs..

dat ximen gong gong told us dat nxt yr sec3 chem is basic so we mus all take chem..stuupid..i veri lan in chem de..all my atom questions can't ans..haiz...stuupid..sch is so sickenin nowdaes..so borrinn de..

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> Friday, April 01, 2005
9:17 PM

haiz...been havin lots of misunderstandings dis daes..kip tinkin da ppl is ignorin n shunnin me..well dey say dey r not but mayb dey r..owells i dunno..

2dae is relli a bad bad dae..1stly it didn't started out rite..was veri tired cos ytd stayed up 2 watch da o.c den abit of 1 tree hill..lyk 4 few mins onli..den my movement was relli slow so kinda late budden i walked veri fast 2 da mrt station so not late..wen 2 sch..haven do lit so copy from theo den i couldn't c so i tilted da paper 2wards me..i intend 2 tilted it bac budden monica suddenly called me selfish..den dunno y sumtin inside me snapped wen i m don't usualli take dis kind of comments seriously..was relli relli pissed den stormed out of class..was rell quiet den nv tok 2 any1..haiz wen bac 2 class den mr white say dat da worksheet i haven do is 25% of common test marks den b'came veri angry cos i haven do finish yet mah..haiz didn't tok at all mans..sumhow can manage nt 2 tok..usualli i veri tokative de..

soo whole nv tok cept 4 assembly cos my mouth itchy mahs..wanna say srry 2 my mummi..waaha srry i nv tok 2 u ahs..2dae i bad mood mahs..srry kaes dun b angry liaos..aniwaes had band 2dae den we decided 2 play an april fool's joke on mr tan dat was so damn stoopit..we wen out of band rm supposinly 2 make mr tan tink we disappear..but of cos he didn't fall 4 da trick larhs..it was so stoopit..haiz syf is so damn near mans..relli relli worried..haiz..we mus atleast win sumtin dis tym..man so jing zhang..

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